AlL HeLl BrEaK LoOsE!

This blog doesn't give me the oomph to write, dat's why the long break in between! Moreover, nobody ever visits, so why bother?

Anyway, Audrey's finally finished her SPM yesterday. The day bfore, we were at another Education Fair held in PWTC. Managed to gather more information and gained some knowledge as to the next course of action. Mostly, she was advised to get her ALevels first bfore anything else. So, I dunno wat she intends to do.

Looks more like, she wish to wait for her results to decide, so let it be then. Right now, the options she has selected does not seem to be able to bring in much butter and bread, so we as parents are a bit worried. But does she understand this aspect? Sometimes, its pretty frustrating talking to her as she can be rather crude and stone-headed! I wish she can be more open and accept suggestions and advice. So much so that sometimes, my patience is at the borderline.

I think I better prepare myself mentally and emotionally to face the breakup from her when she decides to leave home, whether for study or work elsewhere. She has used the term 'let go' bfore, and it hurt me like hell coz I find her to be so inconsiderate, without a thought for our feelings, especially mine. And so, when the time comes, I believe she will not hesitate to use this term again. And this time, it would definitely be a finality. Nothing will ever be mentioned again on commitment, dedication and love where we are concerned. It'll be more like, "Pls let go!"

I have to prepare for the knife to pierce thru' my heart.

Today is Wed 28th Oct 2009.

Hve been laying off frm blogging for slightly more than 1 mth. Reason? There ain't nothin' much to blog abt till now. Even so, it's all daily ritual so nothin' to shout abt...

Since last wk, the kids hve been off frm school tentatively due to exams and so on. Audrey at least hve more time to prepare for her SPM whereas Jasmine is busy with her EMA performance and rehearsals. Altho' I feel proud of her achievements thus far, it has put a strain on our relationship coz' I feel that she has been blinded by this obsession of hers and therefore neglected all other responsibilities.

GoLFiNg At GlEnMaRiE!

Played with Steven & Desmond. Glenmarie! Wat daya expect? Terrible play again! Must be sumthin abt dis place dat doesn't agree with me! Can nvr get de oomph! Stupid jinx place!

NeW ShOcKeR!

Blimey! I juz got stunned! Come to think of it, why's there so much to say abt Jasmine and not much of Audrey? Is it bcoz she's not too active so didn't do much to shout abt? Didn't even realise de diff. until Audrey mentioned! Geewhiz, better find sumthin to write abt her or else.... u know!

HaRi RaYa PuAsA

Today sure is a lazy day! Everyone's not willing to move their butt to do their things. Initially, when kids came downstairs, they were pretty cheerful and talkative. But after a meal of ham and cheese sandwich, they were quite reluctant to start their respective duties. Everyone seems bored almost immediately and that has quite spoilt the earlier mood. This has got me pretty frustrated bcoz I truly dislike laziness and the lackasidal attitude of the young teenagers of today!

Yesterday, we sent Jasmine to the god-forsaken Klang Parade for her singing perfomance and stayed to watch the whole show. Surprisingly, GS and the rest of the platoon from Setapak also came and gave their support. It was not a big event and the crowd disappointing so there was nothing to shout about. But what do you expect from people around these areas of Klang? Overall, I think everyone was bored, including myself. In fact, you could almost hear Steven snoring while waiting for Jasmine's turn to perform! The atmosphere was not there... no excitement, nothing! The worst part was, there was absolutely nothing to do in Klang Parade! Nothing to even see at all! What a stupid place! Luckily, Jasmine did not disappoint with her performance! Sure worth the wait! I think she even sang better than the stupid actual singer that they were trying to promote!

Then, came dinner time, we even had to drive all the way back to SS2 Kayu Restaurant to eat. Can you imagine?

You guys, stay away from Klang, man!

JASMINE LIVE ON ONE FM RADIO CHANNEL!

Can't believe I'm listening to Jasmine on air right now. And so are others whom she knows! She was so nervous and excited. But she did not say much, maybe becoz she was REA...L.LY nervous and can't think of what to say! The experience would make wonders for her tho'.

Seems like things are picking up for her, eh?? Awright, JIA YU!!

My 1St BirDie!

Can u imagine how happy I was 2 days ago, i.e. Friday? I was playing golf and I got my 1st birdie and 1 sandy par! Golf lingo, in short, meaning, GD! Hehhehheh! I cldn't stop grinning! And dat satisfaction u feel when u achieved sumthin! Awright, man! I feel more encuraged ard!

Den 2day, played golf again with hubby and Allan. But sad 2 say, 2day's game no gd. But at least, I didn't feel as lousy as b4, so, I guess there's still hope for me to do better next round. GAMBATTE!

Jasmine had a singing performance 2day in Selayang Mall. Said not too gd wor... mayb too tired ard frm all those rehearsals! Nex show in Leisure Mall. Think mayb I shld go see dis one, give sum support.